I can honestly say that 2008 has been one of the worst years I have experienced in a long time. It was filled with unnecessary drama from the beginning. ughh it made me feel like crap as a person and I felt like I was hitting rock bottom all over again, having dealt with depression for 6 years. =/ That is how people are, they will try to bring you down when you are finally up. They suceeded. In early August the doctors thought I had cancer, tests were ran and everything showed up ok, one of the only good things to happen in 2008. Late August my cousin lost his battle with lung cancer. :( It was extremely hard for my family. I did alot of stupid things this year, but one of the best things I did was get rid of those crazy psychos that were in my life creating drama. I thought it would be hard, but it isnt. I dont miss them one bit. My idol, Marilyn Monroe, once said..."
sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together". Now I believe that more than ever. I have a feeling that 2009 will be the best year ever. I have set goals for myself and I plan on achieving them. Nothing/Nobody will stand in my way. Even though I still have my health problems, no matter what comes my way I will be ready to face it.
Resolutions for 2009:
- Lose weight
- Stop eating red meat
- Start going to church...again
- Be less shy
- Stop worrying about what other people think
- Stop letting certain people walk all over me
- Start writing again
- Read more
- Learn to cook
- Get a job
- Finish school
- Be a better person
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