Last day of 2008

In 7 hours 2009 will be here and im so ready for it. I have a good feeling about this year and idk why. Im usually pessimistic about everything so this is a change. haha. I dont have any major plans for tonight. I will be bringing in the new year with my family,watch the ball drop on tv, & shoot some fireworks. I hope you all have a great new year and keep those resolutions. =]

Isn't life a series of images that change as they repeat themselves?

I love Andy Warhol paintings. Some people might look at them and think they are crap, but I see beauty in them. :) Something different.

My life in 2008 & 2009

I can honestly say that 2008 has been one of the worst years I have experienced in a long time. It was filled with unnecessary drama from the beginning. ughh it made me feel like crap as a person and I felt like I was hitting rock bottom all over again, having dealt with depression for 6 years. =/ That is how people are, they will try to bring you down when you are finally up. They suceeded. In early August the doctors thought I had cancer, tests were ran and everything showed up ok, one of the only good things to happen in 2008. Late August my cousin lost his battle with lung cancer. :( It was extremely hard for my family. I did alot of stupid things this year, but one of the best things I did was get rid of those crazy psychos that were in my life creating drama. I thought it would be hard, but it isnt. I dont miss them one bit. My idol, Marilyn Monroe, once said..."sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together". Now I believe that more than ever. I have a feeling that 2009 will be the best year ever. I have set goals for myself and I plan on achieving them. Nothing/Nobody will stand in my way. Even though I still have my health problems, no matter what comes my way I will be ready to face it.

Resolutions for 2009:

• Lose weight
• Stop eating red meat
• Start going to church...again
• Be less shy
• Stop worrying about what other people think
• Stop letting certain people walk all over me
• Start writing again
• Read more
• Learn to cook
  
• Get a job
• Finish school
• Be a better person
  

Just got home from the library

...where I checked out The Clique by Lisi Harrison and The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath, which I look foward to reading the most because I have heard great things about that book.

Im so starving

^^yeah the title says it all. Im currently waiting on my Mom to get home with dinner. My dad has a stomach virus, which will probably make its way to me eventually :(, and he isnt able to cook. My mom doesnt feel like cooking either and I cant cook. Learning to cook things other than frozen foods is one of my new years resolutions which I will post about later. I also need to stop eating fast food so much which has def contributed to my recent weight gain. hehe.

Hiiii

This is my first post. yay! =]

I decided to create this blog to share, with you, my thoughts and what goes on in my life. Hopefully I dont bore you to death. =P